I Was Ashamed Of The Gospel...

Personal growth was always a passion of mine!
Ever since I read my first Brian Tracy book, I was hooked. The whole concept that we can control our future by working on ourselves, fascinated me.
And I've got the bookshelves to prove it lol I was a student of the industry and soaked up every bit of knowledge I could. Now of course, I traded that all in for a different kind of growth....
Spiritual growth.
Let me share with you a verse that I going to lead me in this blog post idea I have for tonight...

The book of Romans has been called the greatest piece of literature in the new testament. It's Paul's magnum opus if you will. And this verse was always one that I wrestled with.
Let me explain....
When I was in 'personal growth' mode, I had my own business. So I studied entrepreneurship. I wrote about it. I taught it. It was my entire life.
But around the year 2014....God came knocking!
I was baptized in 2016, so if you are keeping score here that is a decade of claiming Christ as my Lord and Savior.
But was He really?
I never mentioned my faith and if I did, I almost hid it. I was so sacred that people would judge me as being a 'crazy Christian', and never want to do business with me....
One glance into my blog posts since I got here was....99% blockchain stuff, and maybe 1% #faith based content.
Once again...I didn't want to rock the boat and didn't want a traditional agnostic crypto community, look at me differently.
I was in fact....Ashamed of the gospel.
Kind of pathetic really because I knew Romans 1:16. And I knew that Christ even said we were never to deny Him. Oh wretched man that I am....
I was trying to please man, and not God.
Fast forward and things have obviously changed. I'd like to tell you it was some great revelation I had at one moment in time, but that wasn't it. I just had enough of being silent.
Now I'm not saying, Hive is a hot bed for religious content. And I'm not saying that everyone will agree with each other when it comes to different faiths.
But I truly do feel comfortable here, talking and sharing testimonies about my walk with Jesus. And the goal, which has always been, even when I was in business...Was for someone to have a break through of some kind.
Maybe they read their #bible a bit more. Maybe they go to church next week. Maybe they write their own faith based content. Maybe they join the Kingdom ..
That's between them and God.
For now, I'm just grateful that I can proclaim from the roof tops...I'm no LONGER ashamed of the gospel!

We'd love to have you join and take part in both the Kingdom community on chain as well as it's Discord channel. We are a friendly bunch, that love to discuss religion and our walks with Jesus. We'd love to see you!
Also, I have a healthy amount of #bbho that I upvote with in the BBHO Community. If you add #bbh to your blog posts tags, I'll make sure to give you a hefty upvote as well!
If you leave a thoughtful comment on any of my blog posts (and find the hidden words in my videos...) I'll send you some HSBI shares as a reward for engaging with me.
Happy Monday everyone 🙏🏾 please read and share may the truth be with you 🙏🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾
On hive it's like some people don't realise everything is documented and you can never hide from the truth 😂😂😂😂😂🍻

@acidyo @neoxian @themarkymark @hurtlocker @jacobtothe @steevc @meno @theycallmedan @shitposthive @ryivhnn @crimsonclad and friends ✨⭕✨😂😂😂
Do you really think no one sees what you do 🤔
@acidyo You took my rep away for no reason with the help of blocktrades delegation 😂 @steevc knows all about it
You and themarkymark work for blocktrades or are blocktrades 😂
You are so sad doing what you do
Promoting your 💩💩💩💩💩💩
Selfvoting your 💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩
You have downvoted so many people away for no reason
You really need to have a hard long look in the mirror and see what you have become
It doesn't matter if you have people who believe anything you say for a few cents or a few pennies 😂😂😂😂
Look at your buddy oldsoulnewb 😂😂😂😂😂
Everything is documented
So the choice is yours again leave me alone and bring my rep back and I will stop sharing the truth
You can call my long copy paste comments spam but it only makes you look stupid 😂

I hope you understand you are only making it worse 😂
Hive is not a game it might be a big game to you 🤔
It seems you love to game Hive don't you 😜
Everyone sees don't you think it's time to stop 🛑
You have shown all the real issues with Hive 😂 you have shown why real people couldn't invest in Hive and build on Hive 😂
You are in god mode 😂 activated 😂 you Marky Dan and others 😂😂😂😂😜
I hope you enjoyed this post or you might see in comment from 😂 which you like to call spam 😂😂😂
@jacobtothe Keep digging just remember @acidyo took my rep away with the help of blocktrades delegations and everything is documented 😂😂😂
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@jacobtothe and friends Please get help there's clearly something wrong with you 🙏🏾
I hope blocktrades pays you well enough 😂😂😂😂
Some people just never learn when 😂😂😂👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾
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@jacobtothe @acidyo @themarkymark @hurtlocker and friends 😁 No one will ever trust you again you weirdo 😂
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Hello everyone I hope you are all good and well today in this post is some of the evidence to prove my case
If you didn't know I've been getting downvoted for a long time on Hive
They have been trying to bully me with downvotes and words but it doesn't affect me I've been online for over 25 years
So I've dealt with people like this before it's nothing new
But what they are doing is bad Very badi joined steemit like everyone else thinking it offers freedom but I must say steemit offered much more freedom than Hive does
Everyone already knows I only post my own original content I have no need to steal anything from anyone
I've been labelled a lot of things on Hive 😂 by the biggest farmers scammers and downvoters
Actions speak louder than any words do especially when them words are coming from a compolsive liars
I will keep updating this post when I get time
https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-16-09-2025-20250916181314
https://hive.blog/hivedev/@makerhacks/please-peakd-allow-me-to-completely-block-spammers-would-you-ever-vote-for-this
https://hive.blog/hive-167547/@dlmmqb/re-kgakakillerg-t34wy6
https://hive.blog/hive-170475/@acidyo/re-kgakakillerg-t32sw1
https://hive.blog/hive-167922/@themarkymark/re-kgakakillerg-t30ziu
https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-29-09-2025-20250929172045
No downvotes for this racist person 🧐
https://hive.blog/hive-196387/@acidyo/re-kgakakillerg-t41yr6
https://hive.blog/dvs/@dhedge/re-kgakakillerg-t3clz3
https://hive.blog/hive-150329/@kgakakillerg/t3a8fu
https://hive.blog/musical/@steevc/re-kgakakillerg-t2kz1m this post
To all the downvoters on Hive When the downvotes stop 🛑 and my rep is back I stop sharing the truth 🙏🏾
☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾 Keep calling the truth lies 😂☝🏾
So many pretend to be doing god's work but they are really working for the devil 👿
Karma will strike you and who ever supports you 🙏🏾
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To @jacobtothe and friends 😁
@crimsonclad please do your job 🙏🏾
https://hive.blog/hive-135178/@crimsonclad/re-kgakakillerg-sxllhv
https://hive.blog/hive-148441/@hivewatchers/svftu9
https://hive.blog/hive-148441/@hivewatchers/svdjjz
https://hive.blog/hive-176853/@steevc/re-kgakakillerg-syyy4x
https://hive.blog/dev/@howo/re-kgakakillerg-szhax7
https://hive.blog/hive/@steevc/follow-friday-respect
https://hive.blog/hive-127022/@shmoogleosukami/re-kgakakillerg-t0hcxc
It's unbelievable that they downvoted this Goodbye Auntie R.I.P 🙏🏾
Comments being downvoted by blocktrades https://hive.blog/hive-170744/@kgakakillerg/t0ns3b
https://hive.blog/hive-127466/@steevc/re-blocktrades-t0kint
https://hive.blog/hive-127466/@blocktrades/t0lq41
https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-2025-06-29-20250629143829
https://hive.blog/hive-127466/@kgakakillerg/t0m1vn
https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/t0rfo8
https://hive.blog/hive-127466/@kgakakillerg/t0vcl7
Stop farming Hive https://hive.blog/burnpost/@buildawhale/re-1756307402814502169-20250827t151240z
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📊 The Untrending Report - Hive Downvote Analysis - 2025-09-07
RE: Understanding Pointers in C Programming
Please Peakd, allow me to completely block spammers (Would you ever vote for this?) thanks for exposing yourself more @makerhacks
Please go through it all instead of calling it spam 😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
https://blurt.blog/hive/@candy49/5slvnx-taskmaster4450-is-being-downvoted-on-hive-by-you-know-who
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https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/themarkymark
https://hive.blog/hive-178138/@thefed/t6q9kb 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄
https://hive.blog/music/@geneeverett33/11-25-25-three-tune-tuesday-picking-tunes-from-the-punk-band-the-descendents-1982-1997-era
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https://blurt.blog/blurt-131902/@condividisulweb/3w94e8-hive-manipulation-censorship-and-suspicious-funds-the-hidden-truth
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https://hive.blog/hive/@kgakakillerg/i-ve-been-put-on-two-blacklists
Thank you for reading and viewing this post
To all the downvoters on Hive When the downvotes stop 🛑 and my rep is back I stop sharing the truth 🙏🏾
I'm sharing the truth I know it hurts you but it is what it is 😂🍻
It's crazy that hives market cap is 36 million dollars 🤔🧐 and a account to hold 24 million dollars 💰 crazy
To everyone who is turning a blind eye to the truth karma will strike you down 🙏🏾
Stop Doing the devils work do gods work 🙏🏾
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#themarkymarkfiles #buildawhalefiles #acidyofiles #hurtlockerfiles #
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Beautiful and holy message. Focus on God is the real goal we should be emphasizing more in our lives.
It's so easy to say, and hard to do at times.
Very true, actions are missing usually.
Jon, I found this post to be really inspiring and convicting actually.
We are all Peter (that would make a good tshirt!!)
The amount of times I’ve backed out of sharing the gospel because of my feeling uncomfortable is shameful.
I’m so glad for grace.
Thank you for this reminder.
I battled it so much. Glad for grace for sure, and His infinite patience with us lol
Although an agnostic myself, your message of self policing hit home with me. It is something that has become more common for me in these times in which we live. There is more of a hesitation, for me, in jumping in with a comment or off the cuff posting than there had been in the past.
It speaks something of your faith to have overcome that in yourself.
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Appreciate you swinging by! Yeah, there are times I needed a muzzle lol and others when I should have spoken up. Learning this life thing :)
That is a very inspiring verse from Romans
Wakes me up!
I guess that is the beauty of Hive where it can be use to share the gospel
Agreed!