Losing Confidence: The Cost of Becoming Someone New

about 2 months ago

Losses are one of those things in our life which is not always going to be something that is going to be a physical object that will lose from our life as there are a lot of things that can often leave our life without even leaving a trace behind it and that is something which happen so silently and in the background that we can't even notice that it is getting away from us and it is only when it completely goes away that we notice act as it is no longer existent.

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There are a lot of things whose absence make a feel there actual value as well and in that particular movement there is no choice that we have to get them back or something that we can do about it because we have already lost that and that is something which we can't be making up for because the absence feel so much striking as the thing that we used to hold were something quite precious for us but we use to be having it with so much of ease that we need never realised.

One such thing for me is going to be confidence itself because it was one of those things which I used to be having very much as I had worn it like a badge that I have with myself and it was something that the things used to be looking like to be a lot more easier for me as I was very much confident on my skills that I am going to be facing all of the situations and figuring out the way to get out of it.

Confidence is one of the key features that everyone needs to be having within themselves as it is going to be one of the Gateway is to a lot of solutions to almost every problem that we are going to be facing as well as also the situations that are going to be coming across to us through out our line is going to be requiring a lot of confidence from our sign as it is going to be deciding the things and action that we are going to be taking in any particular situation.

It is very much difficult to be building confidence within someone and it can be one of the most difficult tasks as well because it is going to be only coming to experience and also that self belief which we have on ourselves but it becomes even more difficult to be rebuilding at once you have lost it and I was very fortunate enough that I used to be having a lot of confidence on myself back in the day.

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Confidence was quite natural to me because I never really thought about any particular situation that I need to be confident enough to be dealing the situation as right from my childhood it was very much naturally existing in myself because I never used to be over thinking about anything else and try to go with the flow and that was one of the ways how I build it unknowingly and it was something that got developed into myself in a very natural way which was a very big thing that I never used to doubt myself.

I used to feel that all of the things that are around me are going to be done by me as this is not going to be a big challenge for me as there will be a certain way which I can be implementing and getting ahead of that particular problem and that is how confident unknowingly built with in myself and that was very valuable which I never really understood the actual value of it because it was so easily developed into me that I never really realised that it was so precious as it was until it was gone.

As all the things that in our life my confidence was also one of those things that never really vanished overnite and there were a lot of things that happened which made me lose it quite a lot as it was not so easy for me and one I developed that particular situation when I have almost 0 confidence on pretty much everything it release talk to me that it is not me that I used to be and the person who never really flinched about anything now is so much underconfident.

One of the key factors that led to the downfall of my own confident was going to be the environment change that I faced in my life as I used to be living a whole different life style about half decade and after that switch everything completely changed for me and it was very difficult for me to fit in to this new Lifestyle as well as new people and new environment that I was a part of now and then withdrawal something that I was not able to accept mentally and that killed my confidence quite a lot as I was not able to face people as well.

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After about a couple of years that I made that switch it stuck to me that I have become a whole different person now and the personality that I used to have back them is no longer exist end in myself and that continent which are used to be having a something that and no longer have within myself which made me feel even worse. Even the easiest of situations were something that I started to avoid, which was a very big shift from what I used to be, and that is visible tomm, but I can't read too much about it.

All of this really made me loose out on a lot of things and also made my personal development also Slow Down quite a lot as well as the opportunities that I missed was a very big factor as well and apart from all of this the impact that it had on myself was immense which was something that I would never forget as there were a lot of things that I wanted to do but never really told anyone as well as alsr give efforts from my side because all of this thing felt a lot more difficult for me then what it could have been.

Things slowly started to change for me as it has already been a lot of years now and things are a little bit different for me because I still miss the old version that I used to be back in the day but now I Am Slowly on the track to rebuild myself and also develop back those previous personality is which I used to be a part of and building confidence is something that is already a very difficult task but rebuilding it from scratch after you have lost it is a whole different experience and it is also something that is happening with myself and it feels little bit better with everything will passing day and all of the situations that I am facing which is helping me regain what I lost.

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