When Emotions Decide: My Journey Through a Heartfelt Goodbye
An emotional decision is not easy to make easily that type of decisions in your life and when you take this type of decency you give or sacrifice so many emotional and good persons from your life. It is not just the funniest sometimes almost the most of the time Define this movement of your life and make a logical and throughout the plants but by the certain sugar of feelings I used to believe I was someone who thought without thoughts that I analyze the situation condition of outcome and choose the most relational path but there was a one decision I made entire from emotion and situation makes me a strong on that time what happens let's know.
It happened 2 years ago during what I thought was just another routine phase of light I had a sustainable job and lived in a decent apartment. I had a kind of schedule that allowed me to be comfortable and monitor myself so my one day I was predictable and for the most part that predictability and from the most part that predictability gave me peace I was chasing excuses I was just trying to build something solid and something just I could count.
That time Neha came as a friend in my life I was very happy at that time because the time I was very alone by my side because I needed someone's neck to share my sadness. She was warm empathetic and disarmingly honest I admin for a distance I was sended she felt thinking more deeply than most people I knew and being around her remembers me of the part of myself. After some time we talking from late night walks and not only the that we are feelings just like good friends and we also shared so many things from their personal life from ass personal life that time onwards I felt that they will be a good partner or good friend in my life as for the blessings of the God but day by day it will be the strong friendship building around us and that makes a one step for a relationship just like not just like a fan it just like a partners and day by day that will making me to a confident to in front of Neha.
As you know life never goes smoothly that thing why I am explaining this type of thing in my life so a few months later Neha came with some new words in front of my ears. She got an offer from a Bangalore IT company I cannot know what is the reason behind she took these types of long-distance relationships in front of us so after some time I accepted these type of relationship in front of my eyes but after some the relationship are not working anymore because Neha have some best friends in their office colleagues and she took or spending so many times with their friends and not at me so after 3 or 4 months later the Neha told me that.
Am not happy with you and I need some break I cannot relate to the long distance relationship and that broke my heart at that time I took one of my emotional decisions to be comfortable and not only that it should make a happier from both offsides like a mutual thing so I think about that and later I realize that it is needed thing for every relationship is a space so when I give a space to him that like to broke me because they cheated on me not just like she staying in another state and that state they found a good person and they compared me on that time these all things
I am telling you that I knew some days later but at that time I took one of the emotional digitals I gave him a break like a breakup and after that broke up but day by day I built myself and I also healed myself on that time that is one of my emotional taking attention and the result is the broke up so that is for today's.
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