A sad day? Or dull day?
I stayed in bed late, lifted my arm only to have it fall right back. Tried to lift my entire body then, only to flip the other way. There was a sadness in the air. One I couldn’t quite figure out. Cause it was a Monday, why the hell would that be there? I wondered, my mind blank and my vision a little bit blurry. My eyes were closing, I was planning to sleep again. To sleep some more on my said productive day.
My appetite away, for some reasons unknown to me. I’m starving, i want to eat but don’t want to. Something is pressing down against my chest and it’s getting hard to focus. I put on my AirPods, put on some music and let it shuffle…to surprise me. And a sad song comes on. Must be in the air, I thought.
I sleep off while working, I end up missing a deadline, with one of my eyes red and itchy. What could be the issue? Lack of sleep, fatigue, starvation? I wonder.
My bones are like paperweight when I try to stand. My lips chapped and mouth bitter and dry. I haven’t something appeasing to eat in hours and I didn’t like that. I lift up finally and chug a bottle of cold chocolate drink.
It goes down my throat in one painful movement and settles in my belly. Something to keep me standing atleast.
I re-start again. I try to be productive, I attempt to put on my big girl’s pant to do some magic and wonder, but I find myself in front of a tv, watching cartoons. Because that was how the day was like today.
A dull day.
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