The Endless Confusion: What Do I Really Want?

I’ve always been confused about what I truly want. It’s not even a question anymore—it’s just a feeling that lingers, like a shadow I can’t shake off.

As a child, I wanted to play games, but I never liked asking to join. I hoped someone would call me instead. Maybe I wanted to be included without having to ask. Maybe I just didn’t know what I wanted even then.

I’ve tried many things—mobile games, art classes, hobbies that once felt exciting. But over time, I left them all. Not because I failed, but because I lost interest. I don’t know why. The excitement fades, boredom takes over, and I move on.

I’ve never been able to stick to one thing, never made a decision that truly lasted. Maybe I’m still searching. Or maybe, deep down, I don’t know if there’s anything I really want at all.

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