Pushing myself to go!

I haven't blogged for a couple of days.
I was visiting my McLean family.

Friday morning my client's husband called and told me to take the day off, again.
So that my friend was another long weekend for me!
I am happy to have a 3 day weekend.

I wasn't doing much, puttering around my house still in my robe.
My cousin asked earlier the week if I was coming out.
I was planning to but by the time Friday came, I wanted to stay home.

My anxiety was creeping in.
I didn't feel like doing anything.
I just wanted to crawl back in bed, put the covers over my head and hide, from who or what, I don't know.
I didn't even tell @bradleyarrow that I was off.
I never ever did that before.
We don't hide anything from each other.
I was having a hard day.

My cousin called, she knew right away that I wasn't myself.
She asked what was wrong, I told her, sometimes I hide it but I told her.
Well now, she didn't take it with a grain of salt.
She gave me orders to pack my bag, get in my car and friggin' haul my ass out there.
She was serious, I didn't get a word in, No changing her mind.

So a quick shower, packed a bag, away I went.
When I got on the highway I called my supportive husband, I apologized for not calling him.
As always, it was no big deal.
I love him so much.
I am not used to that kind of support.

I met 2 of my cousins and a friend in Stephenville at a local Inn.
It was wing night.
What a feed we had.
We ordered extra so we could take some home.
YUMMY!

My friend and 1 cousin went on their way, my other cousin and I went to her house.
It was craft time {cricut}.
She had orders for 14 t-shirts.
Who did the designing? Me of course!
It took a lot of time and patience, but I love doing it!
I customized an apron for her boyfriend.

He loved it!
He is on his weight lose journey.
So far he has 150 pounds gone!
You read it correctly, 150 pounds!

Later on we went to another cousins house and played darts till 3am!
My goodness, way pass my bedtime!
I don't remember the last time I stayed up that late! LOL

Saturday I went to my cousin's sons birthday 4th party!
It was fun!
Watching all of the little ones play is so cute!

Opening up his gifts after the party, he is the one with the white shirt, turned back on!

After all it was all said and done, I was happy that I choose to move forward and go out there.
It isn't always easy to do so but I did it.
I am feeling refreshed, back home, at my happy place!

Good night and God bless🙏
Life is good!💗