MY GREATEST FEAR AND HOW I OVERCAME

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Hello everyone your welcome to my blog today its your favourite girl @betheloji12 .

Am not a student anymore and I actually have so many hard times in school , where I had to face my greatest fear of failure in that moment i felt like giving up but a lot of things and persons motivated me to keep moving going and not give up , it was actually very hard to face them head strong and stop ,myself from quitting. Likewise so many other students that I encountered in school we all faced trying times together and cried together and also laughed together and also encouraged each other most of the times we always stood in for each other.

So lets move straight into the topic. As a young girl that just entered the university in the year 2016 as a medical student , I entered school with so much joy in my heart to archive a lot of things I school and meet new friends and have good experiences and create memories that will bring a lot of smile to our faces whenever we remember them but life always have its own plan over ours.
Well in my second year in school in pre clinical class 1 we had this exam call pre mb exams that we take in 200level before being qualified for the mbbs exam in 300level class. And during this time it was very intense as we heard series of test to write and so many topics to cover for the upcoming exams and for me it was a very stressful time because my dad was down with a stroke at that time and I was torn between going back home most of the times and being in school.

Two weeks before the exam dad died and I lost all concentration and hope , fear swallowed me up I wondered how I would not end up being a failure because my dad was the one paying my fees . So I wrote the exam and unfortunately it didn't go well and I feel into depression and isolated myself from everybody and it was my friends and my family members especially mom and my beloved sister who just passed , may her soul continue to rest in peace. She and mom were my major backbone and support system all through my trying times in school and they encouraged me never to give up and continue school.

My family taught me that fear of failure will only keep me away from trying out better opportunities. They helped me to get out of my depression and find things that make me happy and engage in them my appreciation goes out to my friends who supported me during those times. Thanks to scifimultiverse for this prompt that encouraged the story about my greatest fear in life.

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Oh my goodness I'm so sorry for your lose and I'm glad you had people around you who didn't give up on you.
Sometimes When I thought I've failed and expected my family to see me as a failure. They didn't infact they encouraged me to face my fear and move on because there is more to life than sucking up on moments of setbacks. May there soul continue to rest in peace.

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It's not easy to focus after losing a loved, you really tried.

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Hmmmm loosing someone at those points in life is very critical, if it were me I doubt if I would have taken those exams, you are stronger than you know it, thanks for sharing 👍

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