Mentally exhausted and drained but have to keep pushing.

Yesterday wasn't a different day, as it was a continuation of the previous day's house hunting, I can't even remember if I had any food all through the day because my focus wasn't on food but on getting something good, I learned a new thing.

We have visited over four different houses that seem vacant but the additional money to pay aside from the rent is ridiculous, you can imagine rent is 80 to 100$ per month. You have to pay yearly then there is an additional 60$ for what they call agency and term agreement, we haven't even seen the full money for the rent so how on earth will we get that extra that is not recognized in any way, it's just free money that the agent team wants to enjoy.

I thought it was only women who can cry when matters get out of hand but yesterday this young man was crying, he mentioned they have just a few days to quit their house, the house went on outright sales so all tenants are expected to move out so that the new property owner will take over.

Outright sales without consideration.

I feel ashamed to mention my country because of the way they act am not proud of it at all.
Outright sales of property are the major reason why thousands of people are in the street looking for houses at the same time, now instead of the agents to help they make life more difficult by extorting from these poor people who are seeking survival.

Yesterday we got a news that one agent was arrested and will be sentenced for extorting over 59$ from a client aside the main house rent, and what most of them do is if your not ready to pay they will deprive you from getting the accommodation, it's a painful situation, am still considering relocating back to my village and becoming a farmer though it won't be that easy, but at this point what can I do?

Sadly the rich will not come to rent houses, they buy duplexes or flats for their family and no one cares how the poor survive.

I am not sure I have been more mentally exhausted in my life and I can't sit back because I need a place to put my head and that of my family, I need a place to continue my business so no matter how exhausted I am I have to continue till I get something good.

By 8 am, I will still go out to check, maybe I will try and get pictures today to attach to my write-up on this house hunting, I can't even develop any topic for now till I'm calm.

I promise @askrafiki that I am writing a review, maybe next week I will have time to think and write something good.

Not good at all, when I say I'm losing my mind honestly it is just becoming unbearable to me, no one cares at all.

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