Younger Me

Hi, I'm Abeegail, welcome to my blog, Sometimes I wish I could talk to my younger self, sometimes I look back at the things I did, and I'm not proud of them, and I'll say to myself you should have known better, but there was no way I could have known. I wish I could turn back the hands of time when I remember mistakes that I've made. I would like to go back and fix everything because I now know better about that situation, that issue, that problem. If I saw her, I'll tell her;

You don't need to have everything figured out, don't get pressured into thinking you got it all wrong, because you're doing just fine. Don't lose the value of the present moment because your life isn't a certain way, life won't always go the way you plan it. There are going to be unexpected detours that will throw you off balance and set you back but that doesn't mean you have failed, that's just life.

i'll tell her that what that people think of her or how they would feel, if you don't say the right thing or if they think you are smart, or Intelligent, or beautiful, or charming doesn't matter. I'll tell her that even if she does all those things right that people will stil have a certain perspective of you, so why don't you just be you. I'll tell her not to do anything to Impress anyone or because someone is watching, but to Improve herself. Give no one that don't matter no regard whatsoever, they basically don't exist. I'll tell her not to set her mind on who likes her or what not, just focus on yourself. And Yes I may not fit in their world, but I was not meant to fit in their world, so I'll get lost in mine.

I'm the second to the last girl, i was so cute.

I'll tell her to have character. Baby girl, have what you do and what you don't, have what you accept and what you don't, have what you like and what you don't and set clear differences between them, don't just go with the flow and always voice out your opinions regardless. I'll tell her to be know for something positive. I'll tell her to be kind to herself, to take it easy, not to be hard on herself because she's not perfect or not knowing the right answer. i'll tell har that confidence is the root of all her problems. Be more outspoken and I don't t just meaningless ramblings, I mean getting a message on how you feel about a particular subject with confidence.

i'l tell her not to get in her head too much, don't over think it, don't overthink anything, it's not that deep. You’re not too much. You’re not too quiet, too weird, too emotional, too anything. You are just enough. The right people will see you and love you for exactly who you are. I'll tell her that her self worth shouldn't come from a place of what others are doing or what they'll think. I'll tell her not to doubt herself just because of others. I'll tell her not to jeopardize her happiness, confidence and metal health, I'll tell her to live, be patient. To be freehearted, I'll tell her to love herself like crazy, I'll tell her to always put herself first, I'll tell her that it doesn't have to be perfect, she just have to enjoy it. I'll tell her that we only have one life and one chance to make a difference in our own life and in the world.
PS: act liike the world revolves around you because It does tho.
Finally I'll tell her not to be in a hurry to grow up, savour the little moment.

It's Abeegail ✨
Trying to turn back the hands of time.